Lately things have stedily been heading downhill for me... I can't figure out this college game how to even apply for it and now my family is making me feel worse. I don't want to do anything other than be with frineds....because for some reason that seems like the only thing that matteres to me.

And my discovery of Audition seemed to make things worse...

At first it seemed like something I would eventually quit but soon develpoed into more as I played more and more till it took up almost all my time. I am no longer concerned for anything aside for being with my pals on the game and at my other chat spots DA being one of them. I mean what do I have to do to grow up already and try to act like my life is under control. When I graduated I wasn't ready in the least for what was to come...I reaally feel lost and like my life right now has no direction at all.

Dose this sound normal? Has being a graduate always sucked...